It would seem that the immediate gratification of communicating with each other via social media platforms has really taken a bite out of blogging. I guess the chance to reach more people is just too enticing. But, when I think about the fact that I started Your Mother Knows as more or less a diary or repository for my thoughts, I'm not sure why I've drifted from it.
That's not correct- I drifted from it primarily because I have to invest more energy in my writing here versus the hit and run communication that I do on social media. Hell, Twitter has been the best editor I've ever worked with because only having 146 characters at my disposal means get to the point.
So, I am back again because I absolutely, at this time, EFFIN' hate facebook. Or more to the point, I hate the way people are being pre- and post election on facebook. The amount of hysteria, hate, inflammation, craziness, panic, angst, fear is way beyond even what I experienced with Bush Derangement Syndrome. I'd even venture that if you asked any liberal if they'd take the current President Trump or have back President Bush, they would scream, "Bring George Back To The Oval Immediately!!!" That should give anyone perspective on the current level of crazy and backlash against the new 45th President of these UnUnited States.
As a PR person, I'm fully versed in how it feels to stand in front of a group and make a statement only to be blasted in response. The ability to stand there, not react, and continue to try and discuss takes years to master. It is very hard not to take it personally. I'm proud to say for the most part of my career, I succeeded. Not that I didn't go back to my office muttering, "ASSHATS!!!!," while slamming my office door. Hell, I am only Human!
Yesterday I signed off of FB wishing everyone well. I have had enough! I am over seeing posts suggesting the end of the world and civilized society. I'm done with reading things that would make one believe that I'm somehow a hideous Human because I voted for Trump. Or that I am somehow morally inferior to my friends on the left. I am finished with reading, "HAPPY NOW?!," every time someone at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue so much as picks up a pencil.
Here's what I can say to all my fellow facebook posters:
I can be somewhat concerned over some of the news coming from The White House without wishing they would start Impeachment Hearings for the new president.
I can be Pro-Choice and Anti-Abortion because of over-broad abortion policies. I can be Pro-Choice and strongly believe tax dollars should not be used to support clinics that provide these procedures.
I can be Pro-Access without having my taxes pay for your birth control. If you use it, pay for it yourself. I paid for mine.
I can be Pro-Birth and not Anti-Woman.
I can be Pro-Life and see the reasonable desire of some to be peacefully freed from the pain of their failed bodies.
I can be a champion of immigration and still believe it should be done within the legal limits the laws of this country have drawn. I can believe that if you are here illegally and have found yourself facing our legal system, you should be permanently deported.
I can be a conservative in regard to spending and rather socially liberal.
I can be a supporter of the Gay and Lesbian community without being a Democrat!
I can wonder about the complexities of Trans-Gender without judging the individual.
I can be white without being racist. I can vote for a Republican candidate and support Human Rights.
I can multi-task and hold various opinions and like every other Human Being on this earth, I can be more than one-dimensional on any issue you might wish to discuss and debate.
What I am not willing to do is have every single thought or comment I post on my wall used as fodder for people who simply want to pick a fight.
What I am not willing to do is be judged by Liberals or Conservatives.
I am not willing to fill my day with people who want to live with the drama instead of looking at the facts. Or, shout at me if I attempt to respectfully post the facts.
I am not willing to fill my wall with people who do not want to listen to any opinion that varies from their own.
Or, with people who lecture me on my choices.
I am not willing to deal with people who think access to my page on social media means you can say whatever you want to me! I did not Friend you on facebook to fight!
STOP! Just stop!!!! I used to be paid to let people blast me for my comments, but I'm not getting paid any longer to listen to your shit!!!! I call DONE!
I'm to the point of absolutely wanting to slap people, which is about me, not really them. People are going to be who they are. And as infuriating as it is to me right now, they have the right to do and say what they wish. If I don't like it, I have to go. Exercise my options... vote with my feet. So, here I am back to my blog once more. Why? Because I'm a communicator and I have a deep desire to reach out and connect with others. Because I am a writer and the need to hone my craft is a niggling itch that never goes away. Because I am a Human Being and need someplace safe to process my thoughts.
Right now, we have a brand new President in the Oval Office. Personally, do I like the man? I DO NOT KNOW because I don't know him, personally. News flash, neither do you! Do I think I might not want to have him as a personal acquaintance? Leaning very much toward, yes. But, then again, if I knew the man personally, I might change my mind.
Because I voted for him, does it mean that I think him the perfect candidate? NO. However, as unorthodox as is his personal style of communicating, he didn't keep me up nights worried as much as the idea of Mrs. Clinton sitting in the Oval. So, I voted my conscience from strictly a political point of view.
My pulling that lever on election day did not automatically turn me into a hater of Immigrants, LGBT, Muslims, Women, The Environment, Climate Change Theory, Little Children, Education, Social Programs, Those In Need, The Poor, and whatever else you might want to throw into the Shit Stew that is currently life in America. I am the same person. The very same person. If you genuinely were my friend before I voted, you should respect me and understand that we don't have to agree on every single thing.
I am adult enough to understand that I do not have to like a person personally in order to understand they might be the best person for the job. I may hate their personal style, but their resume of success is enough to prove why they are sitting in the seat. And, even more, I trust in the Will of The American People and our process of government!
But, our world is not the same place. Instead we now live in a world where the only thing of value is a person's feelings and their right to hurl them at others! Their feelings are the only thing of paramount importance. Their feelings; not yours. We no longer understand the value of taking a measured stand on issues. We no longer teach the importance of putting what's best for the majority ahead of what we might want as an individual. We no longer view the world via a Servant's Heart. We do not know what it means to be a good citizen, instead we just want to be emoting bags of FEELINGS!
We have turned social media into a tool for acting out. We don't use it as a platform to learn from each other or where we share common ground.
I cannot abide the hysteria. Can't abide the complete and total denigration of a man who has been on the job for about two weeks. Most of us starting a new job are lucky to remember where the bathrooms are within the first two weeks, but can we give the guy whose office is in a complex as complicated as The White House a chance?! Oh, HELL NO! We can't be reasonable. We can't take a wait and see position. We can't act like Human Beings instead of a mob out to kill The Monster.
And, the war continues with this next chapter of the presidency with the Democrats and Republicans in Washington just as bad if not worse. The Democrats are going to fight like fiends against any and everything because that's what their base demands.
We certainly can't be civil in our discourse. We can't discuss with each other. We cannot listen to each other. We don't want to think, analyze, garner facts... we just want to react.
We want the toxic feeling of drama coursing through our hearts and minds- living as if our hair's on fire!
But, I don't. I don't want it even for a few minutes much less Every. Single. Minute. Of. The. Day. as it is currently in Social Media.
I've lost friends, (by that I mean FB friends, which aren't really real. It's not like the ones who unfriended me ever spent one real-time minute sitting and looking at me while we talk,) because of a man I don't know personally. I've been unfriended over my civic duty of casting my vote. I've lost friends who got so mad reading comments made by others on my posts, that they decided I am not worthy of their time and energy. Sadly, I have had one or two people who have known me awhile in real time simply turn on me, too. Was it because I baited them or belittled them? Nope; it was because I had the audacity to give them my differing opinion on the posts on their walls.
Concurrently, I had several people message me off facebook basically asking why I tolerate people talking to me as they do. And that's been my conflict; feeling personally savaged while still attempting to stay true to my core belief that dialogue is the only thing that can save us. That being open is the only possible answer to our annihilation. But, when a young friend of mine, a guy whose take on the world is pretty solid and grounded, texted me to say that he found me way more tolerant and civil than he could ever be, it started my wheels turning...
Am I allowing mySelf to be abused by others simply because I believe so strongly in the importance of letting people express themselves? The answer came back, "Sadly, yes." Eventually I picked being kind to mySelf over the need for others to be crazy on something as inconsequential as a social media platform.
So be it. I'm done with it for now. Eventually, I may go to see what people are posting about their dogs or their kids. I may want to see what new recipe someone has found and really likes. But not until I can control mySelf and not want to bitch slap people who have been fucky with me simply because they can get away with it.
For believe me, I don't care how passionately you feel about things, I guarantee that you do not have the courage to be in the same space with me and talk like that. You wouldn't have the nerve because you'd be looking into my eyes and you could not deny that I am a Human Being standing there being excoriated by you...
...over matters that neither YOU nor I have the power to control. Over matters which, on the day to day, do not change how you live from the time you wake till you crawl back in bed at night.
...over people whom we will never know personally. Instead, on a stupid social media platform, you'll lecture me from your moral high ground of superiority about how I should be tolerant of all social issues and people while you are completely intolerant of me or others having any opinion that varies from your own.
Hypocrite. Let me give you a few minutes to yank that blank from your eye before you start searching for the splinter in mine. I want you to see clearly when you see me. As sad as it might be, I can live without you being kind, for which I've given up all hope. But, I cannot and will not abide people who refuse to be civil when I can simply stop your access to my space.
Namaste' Till Next Time,
Holly aka She Who Is Done With facebook, For Now